Saturday, January 26, 2013


Didn't think I was gonna get one in this week, huh?


Heeeeeere's the thing:

I. Have friends.

Like real ones. That come over to my apartment. That I text. Who text me. Who I go shopping with.


Yeah. It's kind of a big deal. 

Because, making acquaintances is easy. I talk to the same people everyday at the mall. Sometimes we even grab lunch together in the food court! But, it's really hard to make the jump between acquaintances and legitimate friends. And, as I've realized, there's not really a set of rules. Which I hate.

I like structure. 

I like direction. 

But there are none when you're trying to make friends!!! It's cutthroat! And nerve wracking. Asking someone to come over to your apartment is terrifying. Especially, if you work with them. Because, if they refuse, every single day after that is awkward. Well, I make it awkward. 

But still. 


Yet, somehow this wonderful thing has happened. And there are people at my ghetto apartment. Right now.

....which means I should go. And talk with them. Because they are my friends.


It's been a big week.

Peace out!

Tuesday, January 15, 2013



It has been a while since I last blogged. And, there is a very good, proven reason as to why I haven't:

I suck with the whole "follow through" thing. 

It's something I've struggled with since I was a young'un. I'd pick something up, and I'd really enjoy it while it was new and exciting. But, when it started to take more work to see improvement, I slacked off. It wasn't that I didn't want to be good at anything. I would just rather not have to put in the work. In America, we like to call that the "Microwave Mentality", but it literally translates as, "lazy". 


HOWEVER! I'm back! Not that many people read my blog... but for those who do, I'll try to be more regular. ActiviAAA!!


Yeah, so, happy New Year! How are your resolutions going? 

Hm? Mine? I haven't made them yet. 

And, I'm not sure that I will make them. Mostly because I forgot. But, also, but only slightly, but still, because of my failure to follow through.

When you/I think about it, I realize that my problem is still unsolved. I'm still a mess in dress. And tights. And cute shoes. But a mess. A mess who is going in ten thousand directions and not really giving any of those directions real attention.

So, here's what I'm going to do. I'm going to promise to blog once a week, every week for the next three months. 

Why three months? Because I like the number three. I like trilogies. I like three meals a day. And, that's where my 3 obsession stops. But three is like the ultimate attainable number. 

Now, if I break this promise, I have to do something embarrassing in public, take a picture of it, and post it here.